So Glorious, in a month this will be a memory just like the others. You are being realistic don’t beat yourself up. You know what this is and your frightened. OK there You are praying and begging and all the things that are healthy and right to do. May God send Angels around you giving you peace of heart and mind. May God send angels and guide the Drs and little Beckett We pray for a very speedy recovery. And ask that he be healthy and happy and live normal never having to do this again.
Heart of Beckett 
So Glorious, in a month this will be a memory just like the others. You are being realistic don’t beat yourself up. You know what this is and your frightened. OK there You are praying and begging and all the things that are healthy and right to do. May God send Angels around you giving you peace of heart and mind. May God send angels and guide the Drs and little Beckett We pray for a very speedy recovery. And ask that he be healthy and happy and live normal never having to do this again.
Beckett and your family (Grandparents, too) were the first thing on my mind this a.m. when I woke up. Started praying then…been in prayer since…